THIS IS MY LIFE, THIS IS OUR STORY,

No one else sees, such reply the way you see me. About all the reply I gave to myself, I never know the meaning and the price of a smile. But you can see it and understand it without using a nor. Because there is something of the way you look at me. As if my heart knows that you are missing the juggernaut. You make me confident none of the yg world I can not accomplish. I never know what you see. But there is something of the way you look at me. 

 Harden my heart because I do not want to fall in love. If I fell in love for sure I'm going to jantungan. Never endanger my love. Iyakan yg men never precise. Never any problems get tuk yg kumau. But when it comes you I never quite expertly. Every time I become myself yg looks instead like a scream for help. Really not fair give more problems than beautiful. If you're not mygirl but why this heart felt very happy at this time? If you're not the only one then why your hand holding my hand then? If you're not for me then why does your heart my heart calls welcome at this time? I never know what brought the future later, but I just know you were with me at the time. You're going to be where I share my life. I do not want to run but I am also not able to hold it. If you're not for me then why do I usually memimpikanmu as the companion of my life? I don't know why you're so far away. I can only hope and pray you will become someone I'm building my house wrote to accompany. I'll hope I'll love you all the time. I will not make a mistake like that once you do. Won't I let myself, because my heart is miserable. I'll never broken like yourself. Did you fell so hard. I've learned the painful way in order not to that extent. Because of you, I never stray too far from the road. Because of you, I learned to play on the safe until I'm not hurt. Because of you, I found it hard to trust not only to myself but also on all those disekitarku. Because of you I'm afraid to lose direction. And soon you can show them. I cannot cry because kutahu dimatamu it's weakness. I had to pretend to smile, laugh every day in my life. My heart could not possibly hurt if initially alone is not intact. my witness you later. I heard you cry every night in your sleep. I'm still too young. You gotta know yg is better than lean on me. You never think about other people. You just see your wound. And now I cry in the middle of the night because of the same thing. I'm a lousy and one to forget, isn't everything because of you. I do not know how to let anyone else fill my heart. Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it feels hollow. Because of you I'm afraid. 

TODAY I'M ON MY WAY FROM SORROW TO HAPPINESS. WE WISH CONGRATULATIONS TO DESTINATION. AAMIIN